my longchamp!!

finally! my tote reached my doorstep today! :)
mine's in chocolate!!
hahaha!
im a happy girl!

happy? nurses day.

can anyone tell me when is the actual date for nurses day?!?!
i seriously ought to be ashamed of myself!
it is the 2nd offical year receiving my nurses' day gifts and i dont even know when is the actual date!
i tried googl-ing but all i were dates in MAY, and its july, going august now! =/

we received all our pressies tdy.
random and funny. LOL.

flask, 2 cups, nurse's watch, magnet badge, pen & pencil, fork + spoon + knife + chopsticks + scissors

where did the cakes go tooooo??
i rmb eating and seeing many cakes ard last yr during nurses' day but i dint see them today!
so can i say that it is not the actual day today???

SO WHEN IS THE ACTUAL DATE FOR NURSES' DAY???!!!

PS.
anw, why isit called 'happy' nurses' day when we are not happy.
'happy' birthday is a happy day when we can be king/queen once a year.
but 'happy' nurses' day? does it mean we can be mean doctors who boss ard toooo?

watch me burn.

this marks the end of another wk-end.
i wish the week had 3 weekend days instead of 2.
2 seems so short!

my 2nd night shift was HELL.
totally.
3am+, 2 theatres opened for liver transplant.
it was not even settled.
till 5am+-6am, suddenly, 2 A chits came in.
1 cardiac reopening, another neuro EVD insertion.
everyone went crazy.

i was supposed to be in 1 of the liver transplant theatre.
but i was instead running in and out coz the other liver theatre culd not find an instrument they needed.
den kana grab to help sister find the missing cardio EOT chit, to standby wait for neuro patient to come + had do the daily routine; to check the specimens.
i wish i had clones!
i needed SOS really badly!!
in the end, i had to stay back for abt 45mins.
imagine, the whole night was so hetic and we still had to stay back!!
CLAIM AH!

i am still so tired post-night.
i slept for almost the whole of today and i am still so tired!!

on a happy side, i was glad that i lost a little weight after some dieting and exercise.
BUT, ate too much tis wk end, put back a little!
damn sad la!!!!
all his fault!! =C
i am going to continue on my fruits and veg tmr onwards!

again, im depressed.
its a vicious weekly cycle.
i dont wana go out with friends, i dont wana socialise.
i just want u.

1st night.

it has only passed 5 hours since the start of my 1st night shift!
another 5 hours to go!!
hopefully it will be as peaceful as it is now :)

it has been AGES; seriously, since i did my last night.
probably more than half a year ago! LOL
i dont rmb having such luxury, surfing and blogging my time away..
no news = sign of a gd night!

offically started my diet plan!
haha
hopefully with braces, the effect would be double!
keke

i miss BF alot.
will wk ends come a little fasterrrrrrr......

butterhead lettuce!

i wish i had a stunning figure.
bodycon dresses wld be my 1st love
yes, i am still obsessed with my size =/
i went grocery shopping today and bought fruits.
my mum asked, " u buy so many fruits? to eat ah??"
of coz laaaa!!! if not decorate the hse?
i cant find butterhead lettuce in NTUC!
does anyone know where i can find them?!?!


boohoo! i dressed up, out and ready to wrk out this evening!
damper. drizzles came.
i went back home, took a bath.
and guess what, rain did not visit at all!!!
WTH?!?!!?
i am so going to run tmr morning!

F21 spree again!
i cant stop!!
im so in love with this top.
embroided on the front straps and its sexy back!
my fetish for sexy backsss!!
HAHAHA
so going to get this!







































im starting my night shift tmr night
hopefully, i would get 3 smooth nights without any cockups!
can weekend come soon!
i really miss my BF =/

summond the power over your cervix!

the word 'CANCER' irks us.
it is like a taboo and we seldom discuss it in our daily lives.
the only time when it invades our curiosity is when someone we love or we strike this unfortunate '4D'

Working in the operating theatre, i have seen alot. in general surgery, 80% of the operations involve cancer. there are so many people who are fighting for their survival everday.


Cervix cancer is the fourth most common female cancer in Singapore. (source)
Cause: Human Papilloma Virus (HPV) infections
Effect: innocent pretty women (both sexually and non-sexually active)
Saying so, it is also a highly curable disease and early detection = key to survival!

in this new 'SEX' age, the young ones are discovering sex at an incredibility young age! and early onset of such activity puts them at a high risk.
smoking is also one of the risk factors.

sadly, there is hardly any characteristic symptoms.
early cervical cancer could house on the surface of our cervix silently over 8-10 years. however, once it hits the deeper tissues, our death sentence would be 2-3 years!

yearly Pap Smear test should be done once a woman gets a sexually active. it might be quite embarrassing because we would have to show our 'mei-mei' to a gynecologist.
but it only takes less than 5 mins to get a scrap of the cells. and if the result is good, you get a year of comfort and reasurrance!

Find out more info on cervical cancer @ POCC!

coz hand-in-hand we stand!
take control of your cervix today! :)
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yoohoo!

after so much, i still decided to settle down to blogspot.
so much for livejournal and tumblr
blogspot is still my first and final love :)

i wanted a change, a new place.
discarded my old blog coz its OLD. LOL

anw, lately i have been thinking alot about my weight n size.
god, its a never ending girl issue.
i made myself a quick start this week.
ran 20mins + for 2 particular days
kept telling myself, ''exercise will relieve stress. i need the relieve''

its just so depressing coz:
1. i've got no company = bored = always in my own world, finding things to think about.bf's in camp on weekdays and i've only got a work-life (and its not a LIFE).
2. i love eating! preying on all the junkies and oil-es. mood swings make me crave for a bite and its hard to control. i often regret to the max after i swallow but its too late. and no, im not bulimic.
3. exercise doesnt get me anywhere! seriously, if it did, i wont be so depressed. BF always tried to motivate me, telling me all the real facts but if it did work, why would i be complaining! i only need to see a tiny result to motivate me to keep me going but im always shattered. (okay, probably coz i did not constantly exercise. yes, im deciving myself again)
4. i wana fit into M size bottoms. the fats there are the last to get rid off! small top, big bottom. i hate it.
5. i am so tempted to get into a slimming centre. be it marine france, cityspa or what so ever. too much TV these days. i wish i could get sponsered and get free/cheap treatment. why aint i in such a luck to bump into them!
6. i read about lipo, vaser; they sound really scarry with all the bruising and post treatment effects but then again, for beauty and target spots, i think they are still the best. but 1 mth of rest is fat-hope! im still under a contract. boo-hoo.
7. ever since BF started his service to the country, he lost weight. 1mth and he lost 10kg. wtf! where was did all the talking about starting the recruiting of the girls in 1989 went to!

sign. sign. sign.
this first post is making me ill.


the ASOS summer sale is on and i got myself a top and will be ordering a tee for BF!

i've gt a craze bout sexy-backs!
no lace this time round! hahaha

















i keep telling BF that superdry looks so cheena with the chinese characters on it! lol